1.30.2009

Two Years.




It's our 2 year anniv. I haven't been this happy in awhile. I love him so much and no one or thing will ever change that. What we have is just magical. Couldn't even try to explain it. I am very blessed but he is mroe. ;] haha I think we're going to have dinner at Lomeli's tonight and then just spend some time together and chill. That's always the best and its damn good enough for me.

Finally !

I finally bought my Nikon D40! It was the most random moment of all time. I wasn't even thinking of buying it anytime soon but i just did. And i am so in love with it. I can't stop taking pictures of everything and anything. It's the most beautiful thing i have ever owned and I will cherish it forever. I need to learn some skills but no worries the camera is simply wonderful and I am very glad hector took me in to buy it. It's all his fault! haha
wait for some random posts of pictures i take with it.

I GOT TO HAVE THIS




AND I WILL!!! =) but in red. to go with my blazers.

1.29.2009

Fell off the planet!

I have alot to write about! But I have been overhwlemed with school I have not had the chance. I am even in class at this very moment! I feel like a zombie. I'll be posting as soon as possible, probably later today.

1.28.2009

School is Cruel

I woke up at 6:15am today! In the freezing cold enviornment known as my room. I'm actually waiting in front of my Astronomy Lab class right now which is supposed to start at 8am. I hate living so far away from school and I hate that the 405 is so traffic-congested! grr! I also hate that this is my only class for the day, such a waste of gas and hours I could be working! Please Lord help me get through the day!

1.27.2009

in the end does it matter?




do you sometimes wonder why you keep trying on something you don't think is possible.
whatever it is period. in general. You keep giving your all just to be shot down. but you do it just for those once in a lifetime opportunities that it turns out the way you want it too and for those rare times only you keep trying everytime.

Straight off the Whiteboard

Apparently the G1 i have has a blogger app! i'musing it right now straight from my phone! i'm currently in my Recreation class sitting by the back door and it's freeeezziinngg! The bad thing is I can't post pictures with this app! grrrr

1.26.2009

More from San Diego








San Diegooo

On friday I took a day trip to San Diego with the boyfriend. We did a lot of sight seeing even thought it was a pretty gloomy day. We saw Balboa Park, the Marina, the mexico border, the las americas outlets, the USS Midway, Downtown SD, Oldtown SD, and visited an automobile museum that was filled with some old classy cars. It was very nice and romantic. I had been to san diego before but had never seen it that way, now we want to move there! Here are just a few pix of the maannyy i took.








Obama Action Figure

I hope Kanye West doesn't try to steal the Presidents spotlight and come out with his own. Get over urself.

Just like Cruella De Ville


I don't think this is cute and it reminds me of the mean dalmation lady without all the spots.

by partizio de renzo

1.22.2009

Pink & Lace




I would totally wear that dress with those heels!
I wish they were cheaper and easier to get a hold of!

Not so sure



"You never know how things are going to turn out. You almost know, but you can never be quite sure."

~Away from Her

1.21.2009

Bag Borrow or Steal



Usually I'm not one for Name brand bags. If it's cute and cheap I'll buy it. Those closest to name brand I have is my tiny collection of Betsey Johnson Purses and when I say tiny I mean 3! But if you remember watching the Sex& the city movie then You will remmeber Jennifer Hudson talking about this website where she can borrow purses. At first I didn't think it existed but IT DOES! hahaha and they have sooo many cute purses! as well as jewelry and other things. It's extremely tempting. But I'm stickkin to my BJ's and my not so tredny purses cause they still do it for me!


www.bagborroworsteal.com

Pillow talk




I think these are cool. They're made by Matt Jones and they are called "pop pillows".

O-range you glad i didn't say APPLE!



Today is just one of those days where if you work on a story above the first floor by a big window you kinda just wanna jump out the window and see what happens. and unfortunately i work by a window on the second story!
I wanna shoot myslef. I am so bored. I did all my paperwork and I'm all alone up here, so no one to talk too, but that really doesn't make a difference because even when there is someone here we don't talk.
I want school to start already so I can have some kind of homework todo to occupy myself. I should be reading my book but when it gets super quiet in here I get scared. And random people be coming up here for no reason. Wilmington is no bueno!

Anyway so today I had subway for lunch but I wasn't very hungry but I knew if I didn't eat then I would get hungrier later (is that a word?) so I got myself some hot cheetos and orange fanta. Lemme just say Fanta NEVER EVER fails to make me let out a loud belch! and with hot cheetos I think this was a combo made for the GODS!. it goes great together and then when I finished the Fanta I filled up the bottle with cold water! Voila!

1.20.2009

Black is the new black.



so last night while i was bored in bed watching FIREWALL i decided to paint my nails. Typically the only reason I paint my nails myself is to keep me from bititng them. (BAD HABIT) So instead of biting my naisl I chip off the nail polish like almost as soon as it dries. I know I'm a bit neurotic. But anywho I decided to try a color that I had never tried before. BLACK!

I seen some girls with black nail but usually it's girls with skinny fingers not like mine and much better manicured nails, again not like mine. I didn't think I'd like this look but I have to admit it has grown on me. I kinda like it so I haven't even attempted to bite it off. The nail polish I used was some like Sally Xtreme Wear sticky crap I found in my sisters room so it looks a lil shiny and it's kinda thick. Overall I'm happy with it. Until I actually get my nails done.

Unity under Conflict






Congratulations to Barak Obama and Congratulations to the United States of America.
May we all take responsibility for this new era!.



p.s. did you know that obama's inaguaration speech was written by a 27 year-old!
hah! go figure!

This one's for the history books

Barack Obama:

My fellow citizens:
I stand here today humbled by the task before us, grateful for the trust you have bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors. I thank President Bush for his service to our nation, as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition.

Forty-four Americans have now taken the Presidential oath. The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace. Yet, every so often the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms. At these moments, Americahas carried on not simply because of the skill or vision of those in high office, but because We the People have remained faithful to the ideals of our forbearers, and true to our founding documents.

So it has been. So it must be with this generation of Americans.
That we are in the midst of crisis is now well understood. Our nation is at war, against a far-reaching network of violence and hatred. Our economy is badly weakened, a consequence of greed and irresponsibility on the part of some, but also our collective failure to make hard choices and prepare the nation for a new age. Homes have been lost; jobs shed; businesses shuttered. Our health care is too costly; our schools fail too many; and each day brings further evidence that the ways we use energy strengthen our adversaries and threaten our planet.

These are the indicators of crisis, subject to data and statistics. Less measurable but no less profound is a sapping of confidence across our land - a nagging fear that America's decline is inevitable, and that the next generation must lower its sights.

Today I say to you that the challenges we face are real. They are serious and they are many. They will not be met easily or in a short span of time. But know this, America- they will be met.

On this day, we gather because we have chosen hope over fear, unity of purpose over conflict and discord.
On this day, we come to proclaim an end to the petty grievances and false promises, the recriminations and worn out dogmas, that for far too long have strangled our politics.

We remain a young nation, but in the words of Scripture, the time has come to set aside childish things. The time has come to reaffirm our enduring spirit; to choose our better history; to carry forward that precious gift, that noble idea, passed on from generation to generation: the God-given promise that all are equal, all are free, and all deserve a chance to pursue their full measure of happiness.

In reaffirming the greatness of our nation, we understand that greatness is never a given. It must be earned. Our journey has never been one of short-cuts or settling for less. It has not been the path for the faint-hearted - for those who prefer leisure over work, or seek only the pleasures of riches and fame. Rather, it has been the risk-takers, the doers, the makers of things - some celebrated but more often men and women obscure in their labor, who have carried us up the long, rugged path towards prosperity and freedom.

For us, they packed up their few worldly possessions and traveled across oceans in search of a new life.
For us, they toiled in sweatshops and settled the West; endured the lash of the whip and plowed the hard earth.
For us, they fought and died, in places like Concordand Gettysburg; Normandyand Khe Sahn.
Time and again these men and women struggled and sacrificed and worked till their hands were raw so that we might live a better life. They saw America as bigger than the sum of our individual ambitions; greater than all the differences of birth or wealth or faction.

This is the journey we continue today. We remain the most prosperous, powerful nation on Earth. Our workers are no less productive than when this crisis began. Our minds are no less inventive, our goods and services no less needed than they were last week or last month or last year. Our capacity remains undiminished. But our time of standing pat, of protecting narrow interests and putting off unpleasant decisions - that time has surely passed. Starting today, we must pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and begin again the work of remaking America.

For everywhere we look, there is work to be done. The state of the economy calls for action, bold and swift, and we will act - not only to create new jobs, but to lay a new foundation for growth. We will build the roads and bridges, the electric grids and digital lines that feed our commerce and bind us together. We will restore science to its rightful place, and wield technology's wonders to raise health care's quality and lower its cost. We will harness the sun and the winds and the soil to fuel our cars and run our factories. And we will transform our schools and colleges and universities to meet the demands of a new age. All this we can do. And all this we will do.

Now, there are some who question the scale of our ambitions - who suggest that our system cannot tolerate too many big plans. Their memories are short. For they have forgotten what this country has already done; what free men and women can achieve when imagination is joined to common purpose, and necessity to courage.

What the cynics fail to understand is that the ground has shifted beneath them - that the stale political arguments that have consumed us for so long no longer apply. The question we ask today is not whether our government is too big or too small, but whether it works - whether it helps families find jobs at a decent wage, care they can afford, a retirement that is dignified. Where the answer is yes, we intend to move forward. Where the answer is no, programs will end. And those of us who manage the public's dollars will be held to account - to spend wisely, reform bad habits, and do our business in the light of day - because only then can we restore the vital trust between a people and their government.

Nor is the question before us whether the market is a force for good or ill. Its power to generate wealth and expand freedom is unmatched, but this crisis has reminded us that without a watchful eye, the market can spin out of control - and that a nation cannot prosper long when it favors only the prosperous. The success of our economy has always depended not just on the size of our Gross Domestic Product, but on the reach of our prosperity; on our ability to extend opportunity to every willing heart - not out of charity, but because it is the surest route to our common good.

As for our common defense, we reject as false the choice between our safety and our ideals. Our Founding Fathers, faced with perils we can scarcely imagine, drafted a charter to assure the rule of law and the rights of man, a charter expanded by the blood of generations. Those ideals still light the world, and we will not give them up for expedience's sake. And so to all other peoples and governments who are watching today, from the grandest capitals to the small village where my father was born: know that Americais a friend of each nation and every man, woman, and child who seeks a future of peace and dignity, and that we are ready to lead once more.

Recall that earlier generations faced down fascism and communism not just with missiles and tanks, but with sturdy alliances and enduring convictions. They understood that our power alone cannot protect us, nor does it entitle us to do as we please. Instead, they knew that our power grows through its prudent use; our security emanates from the justness of our cause, the force of our example, the tempering qualities of humility and restraint.

We are the keepers of this legacy. Guided by these principles once more, we can meet those new threats that demand even greater effort - even greater cooperation and understanding between nations. We will begin to responsibly leave Iraqto its people, and forge a hard-earned peace in Afghanistan. With old friends and former foes, we will work tirelessly to lessen the nuclear threat, and roll back the specter of a warming planet. We will not apologize for our way of life, nor will we waver in its defense, and for those who seek to advance their aims by inducing terror and slaughtering innocents, we say to you now that our spirit is stronger and cannot be broken; you cannot outlast us, and we will defeat you.

For we know that our patchwork heritage is a strength, not a weakness. We are a nation of Christians and Muslims, Jews and Hindus - and non-believers. We are shaped by every language and culture, drawn from every end of this Earth; and because we have tasted the bitter swill of civil war and segregation, and emerged from that dark chapter stronger and more united, we cannot help but believe that the old hatreds shall someday pass; that the lines of tribe shall soon dissolve; that as the world grows smaller, our common humanity shall reveal itself; and that America must play its role in ushering in a new era of peace.

To the Muslim world, we seek a new way forward, based on mutual interest and mutual respect. To those leaders around the globe who seek to sow conflict, or blame their society's ills on the West - know that your people will judge you on what you can build, not what you destroy. To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit and the silencing of dissent, know that you are on the wrong side of history; but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to unclench your fist.

To the people of poor nations, we pledge to work alongside you to make your farms flourish and let clean waters flow; to nourish starved bodies and feed hungry minds. And to those nations like ours that enjoy relative plenty, we say we can no longer afford indifference to suffering outside our borders; nor can we consume the world's resources without regard to effect. For the world has changed, and we must change with it.

As we consider the road that unfolds before us, we remember with humble gratitude those brave Americans who, at this very hour, patrol far-off deserts and distant mountains. They have something to tell us today, just as the fallen heroes who lie in Arlington whisper through the ages. We honor them not only because they are guardians of our liberty, but because they embody the spirit of service; a willingness to find meaning in something greater than themselves. And yet, at this moment - a moment that will define a generation - it is precisely this spirit that must inhabit us all.

For as much as government can do and must do, it is ultimately the faith and determination of the American people upon which this nation relies. It is the kindness to take in a stranger when the levees break, the selflessness of workers who would rather cut their hours than see a friend lose their job which sees us through our darkest hours. It is the firefighter's courage to storm a stairway filled with smoke, but also a parent's willingness to nurture a child, that finally decides our fate.

Our challenges may be new. The instruments with which we meet them may be new. But those values upon which our success depends - hard work and honesty, courage and fair play, tolerance and curiosity, loyalty and patriotism - these things are old. These things are true. They have been the quiet force of progress throughout our history. What is demanded then is a return to these truths. What is required of us now is a new era of responsibility - a recognition, on the part of every American, that we have duties to ourselves, our nation, and the world, duties that we do not grudgingly accept but rather seize gladly, firm in the knowledge that there is nothing so satisfying to the spirit, so defining of our character, than giving our all to a difficult task.

This is the price and the promise of citizenship.
This is the source of our confidence - the knowledge that God calls on us to shape an uncertain destiny.
This is the meaning of our liberty and our creed - why men and women and children of every race and every faith can join in celebration across this magnificent mall, and why a man whose father less than sixty years ago might not have been served at a local restaurant can now stand before you to take a most sacred oath.

So let us mark this day with remembrance, of who we are and how far we have traveled. In the year of America's birth, in the coldest of months, a small band of patriots huddled by dying campfires on the shores of an icy river. The capital was abandoned. The enemy was advancing. The snow was stained with blood. At a moment when the outcome of our revolution was most in doubt, the father of our nation ordered these words be read to the people:

"Let it be told to the future world...that in the depth of winter, when nothing but hope and virtue could survive...that the city and the country, alarmed at one common danger, came forth to meet [it]."

America. In the face of our common dangers, in this winter of our hardship, let us remember these timeless words. With hope and virtue, let us brave once more the icy currents, and endure what storms may come. Let it be said by our children's children that when we were tested we refused to let this journey end, that we did not turn back nor did we falter; and with eyes fixed on the horizon and God's grace upon us, we carried forth that great gift of freedom and delivered it safely to future generations.

Thank you. God bless you, and God bless the United States of America.


(courtesy of bild.com)

1.19.2009

When i gave my heart , i gave it forever

and i dont want the world to see me
cuz i dont think that they'd understand
when everythings made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am.

1.16.2009

Horny Friday

Because it's Friday & We is HORNY! =)



Diamond; a man's best friend.



I just found out one of my besties boyfriends who is my boyfriends best friend (lol) is going to camp out for this shirt! im jealous! I want it for myself. why do guys get all the cool shirts!! they should make a line for us females as well!! Not fair. He's always camping out for stuff like this. I wish him good luck!

Is this Vintage yet?




I remember when i wa syounger my mother would calculate the bills with this thing! Do people still use them?? Would they be considered Vintage now?? I htought they were dope. I would always just type up random numbers just to hear it make that noise on the paper when it was calculating.

hUGGe mistake




the other day when I was at the laundromat I was watching Kcal9 cuz the Laker game had just ended and I was listenign to a story about why UGGS are bad for your feet. They have no support inside for the bottom of your feet. Which makes perfect sense and makes me wonder why people (like myself) still bought them! But I'm willing to bet that the UGG company will now come out with a new UGG witht eh arch inside the boot so they can keep $$ but i also think that regardless if its bad for ur feet or not people will still buy them! they are just so comfy! my bf hates mine! with a passion haha I should buy him some slipper ones see if he will still hate them.

Education or NFL?





ok so this guy. Mark Sanchez, incase you don't know him is the quarterback for USC well he has decided to be in the NFL. I think he is seriously stupid for this! First of all it's barely his first year he should stay at USC get more practice then go to the NFl that way he would know for sure he would have a chance to play and not just be sittting on the bench. Secodn of all he is so syoung he shoudl still be using his education. Why would you throw all that away?? A MIND IS A TERRIBLE THIGN TO WASTE! I wonder if his dad put him up to it. I understand the NFL would pay him some big bucks but what if you get injured homeboy?? then what are you gonna do??? huh huh huh?? Thought so! Well that's just how I feel about it.

Je m'aime.

song for the day. because it is just stuck in my head.


Je Cherche un Homme (I Want a Man) - Eartha Kitt

1.15.2009

Quickie

Okay I have some new things I wanna post up but I'm at work and I have a stack of papers to bill so as soon as I'm done with that and watching 102 Dalmations I will for sure start to post up some new shit. I got some new tracks I feel EVERYONE should hear and random topics. I know I'm dumb for making these entries as if people are reading them BUT sooner or later someone will be! so might as well. =) btw, I hate that it's thursday for some reason and I AM SO HUNGRY! it's only 9:30 AM!! sheesh!

1.13.2009

i love POLYVORE

Pretty Woman
Pretty Woman by tonibolonie

i totally just made this. My very first set! I love this website!! you totally shoudl try it! polyvore.com


courtesy of missbehave blog

Dungeon like persona

I have no interent nor satellite at home so I have been detached formt he rest of the world. Unless I go to my boyfirends house, which I have been & BONUS i get awesomely good Nicagaruan food as well. So please bare with me and my sparatic updates. Alot has been happeneing in my life, but none of it, unfortunately, is any good. I wish I got a raise or my fin.aid money would come in already. UGH! Well it's tuesday so that means the office manager isn't here today which means I can chill just a little bit. So i'm off to surf the wonderful world of web. I'll be back later with some random crap. toodles.

1.08.2009

BEAUTIFUL DIRTY RICH!

I've always liked this song. & now she has a video for it. & I especially like the video. =)

MACBOOK WHEEL


Apple Introduces Revolutionary New Laptop With No Keyboard

i just seen this on KW's blog. Okay first of all it takes 45 minutes to type an email i mean SEND it since there is no typing involved..uhm how is that helpful. its like an oversize ipod if you really think about it. Your prolly gonna have to go thru every single link before you can get to the one you want. So i think this is a lil bit retarded. I'm just saying.

She works hard for the money, so you better treat her right!



I OFFCIALY HATE THIS PLACE!
i really do not want ot be here right now. I have been demanded to do another clinics billing and wtf they still don't want to tell me if they are going ot give me a raise for it. I am working my ass of for these people and they DO NOT appreciate it. I now do the billing for THREE not one not two but THREE of the fours clinics PLUS the child physicals (CHDPS'S) for one of those three as well. It's a pain in the ass yo! So fuck work today! I want to leave early. I've already finished the big ass pile of CHDP's i had now all i have left is thebilling for LA. WISH ME LUCK! & did I mention I'm starving and I want BUSY BEE's

1.07.2009

This Needs TO STOP

I am half palestinian and although I am not too into all this war stuff, this makes me really sad and it really needs to stop. ALL of this over a piece of land? i thought we were smarter than that.