I rarely ever make these posts personal, but tonight for some reason I think I'm about too.
Today was a very boring day. I was at work all alone upstairs and literally did not speak one work for a whole 8 hours. As a female, that's almost impossible but it happened, all the talking i did was with my fingers and a keyboard. I hate my job but then I don't hate it. I wish I worked with younger people that I could relate too or could relate to me but I know I;m not there to make friends, I'm there to make money and right now it's all I can get.
I spent most of my day doing Superbills and I watched iCarly episodes on my Netflix instant watch. I ate lunch all by myself at my desk and stared out the window for at least 20 minutes waiting for some kind of accident to happen on Anaheim St, but nada. I really like when I get calls from Hector during because then I don't feel so lonely but I hate when he says "I'll call you back, bye bye bye" and just clicks or when he ignores me but whatever he's a busy man I guess.
Sitting in that office really makes me think about alot of things, like if I listen to music then I will over analyze the lyrics and shit so it drives me insane pretty much. But anywho, I then went home at 6 and took Oliver for a walk. I swear I almost killed that dog. He has to lick every person he walks by and although I have to say he never barks at other dogs, they just bark at him and he jumps around. He is way too hyper and drives me insane, sometimes I feel like just letting go of the leash to see what happens but at the same time I love him and I never want him to go away. I think if he stayed inside he wouldn't be so hyper but my mom won't let him inside.
I started watching Sex & the city the movie and then Hector calls me all panic'd to go to his house rght away so I get to his house in like 7 min. I tend to time myself when I go places, it's weird. I found a cholo that looked just like Hector in his bathroom I almost freaked out and he hands me the clippers and tells me to do the back of his head and I was like 'uuhhhhh???' I've never touched anyone's hair with any kind of tool and he was about to trust me with his head??? I was shocked but happy that he called me. So I did my best to even it out and even though I gave him a tiny tiny lil cut I think I did a pretty good job but knowing him, he would say that he did it or that i did a little bit but he had to fix it up, never giving credit where it's due. But I think for my first time it wasn't bad. He then takes a shower and tells me to meet him at Mike & Raquels house so I drive over there and we check out Mikes new whip and then for some reaosn the four of us end up talking about Hair, and Raquels job and how crazy females are to go to a salon weekly and spend $35 for a blow dry. I found that to be so ridiculous. I literally only get my haircut once a year in July and I only get an Up-do if I'm coming out in a Wedding or something and I have never dye'd my hair either. Then Hector & Mike say they are leaving to go to the "races" and me and rocky go inside and finish our gossiping then I leave and get home only to find my mother having invited people over again! to play poker all night and make a bunch of noise so I can't sleep, So I do my routine of locking myself in my room til tomorrow morning. And now I am writing this. I'm not sure why but I just felt like I needed to let that out. Sometimes when I'm a littel down I just write about random things and I get back into a better mood.
I think I might be adding some personal posts in here once in awhile just to keep whoever reads this blog interested in me. if that is even possible.
